Saturday, May 17, 2014

Closer Than Brothers - Chapter Nine



It's NOT a romance. It's not very funny, there just wasn't much comedy to be mined for me in Andersonville Prison.
It's not even a real story
Part #9 of 13 episodes of how my heroes from Trouble in Texas met and how they became so loyal to each other.
Book #3 Stuck Together --Vince's story--releases in June 3.


Closer Than Brothers

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Chapter Nine
Luke—The Kid

 “Luciano, the fever left, you’ve got no excuse now.”

He forced his eyes open and this time it worked.

The woman, staring down at him gasped. She smiled, her while teeth flashing fit to blind a man.

He looked into the black eyes of his little sister. Not so little anymore.

“Callie, did you die, too?” He felt bad about that. Callie should have a long life, and this didn’t sound or feel or smell like heaven, which could only mean…

“I’m not dead and neither are you, Luke.” Her dark eyes, a perfect match with him, were wild with pleasure as she smiled.

Blinking, trying to make sense out of her being here, he had to believe it. He’d lived. He’d survived and somehow Callie was here, right here in Andersonville. His sister had joined him in purgatory.

“Did you fight in the war? Did you get taken prisoner?” He couldn’t stand the idea.

“You’re in the hospital, Luke.”

The room was candle lit and it was dark. They were in the belly of the night. He saw a fancy glass light fixture overhead with dangling crystals. It looked like someone’s house, not a hospital. And for sure not a prison.

“The war is over and we got word you’d been found in Camp Sumter.”

That was Andersonville’s real name. Luke hadn’t heard it called that in so long it was only a faint memory.

“Our letter said you were sick and in need of doctoring.” Callie’s voice had a heavy Texas accent that made Luke homesick on top of a lot of other kinds of sick. Her eyes roved over his face. There was so much sadness he could only imagine what he looked like. Of course he'd never come close to such a thing as a looking glass, but he’d seen how horrible the other prisoners were. Walking skeletons, everyone of them. He was sorry she had to see it.

She squared her shoulders and didn’t talk about his appearance, keeping her talk cheerful and her smile firmly in place. “Pa and I got here as fast as we could.”

"Pa's here?" Luke vaguely remembered hearing Pa. He wasn't sure what was real and what was a dream. “Y-you’ve had time to travel all the way here from Texas? How long have I been unconscious?”

“The doctor told us you’ve been delirious or unconscious ever since the Union Army got you out of that place, weeks ago. Pa and I have just been here a few days, long enough to be mighty worried. Your fever broke a couple of hours ago, f-finally.” Callie’s voice caught. He thought his tough little sister was going to cry.

Luke wasn’t surprised when she lifted her chin and fought off the tears. “We’re gonna stuff you full of food and get you some clean clothes and then take you back to Texas where you belong.”

“Callie, you’re here.” She was talking too fast. He couldn’t take it all in. He could still hardly believe his family had come. “You’re beautiful, and all grown up.” His voice was so raspy he didn’t know if she could understand him. “You said Pa is here?”

“Yep. We’re taking turns sleeping. He’ll be mighty upset I got to talk to you first.” Her grin said she’d pester her dad with being first and thoroughly enjoy doing it. "And we figured you could ride a horse home but you'll take a sight of healing before you're ready for that and we don't want to wait. So he's trying to find a wagon and that's not gonna be easy. We don't want to wait until you're up to sitting a horse, so I'm on duty caring for you most of the time. The doctors working this place barely have time to breathe."

He reached for her tangle of black curls and saw his hand, bony and ugly. He couldn’t stand to touch her.

Then he remembered how regrets had eaten at him while he lay in prison, thinking he’d die without seeing her again. “I thought I’d never get a chance to tell you how sorry I am for the way I treated you since Ma died.”

With a smile, she slapped his shoulder, but Luke could tell she did it with unusual gentleness. Luke wondered just how fragile he looked. Not much made Callie pull her punches.

“Spend your energy getting well, not worrying about my delicate feelings.” Callie looked to her left and right as if worried about being overheard. She leaned close and whispered. “This is a miserable place. It’s no proper hospital. You'd be better off with me and Pa on the trail resting beside a campfire. ”

Luke hoped she never heard how dreadful Andersonville was. This was luxury by comparison.

“It’s just a house. There’s not enough food or medicine for all of you. Pa and I are going to get you out of here.”

Callie smiled and straightened away from him. She got a water glass and slid her arm under his shoulders. He could remember her doing this. Suddenly Luke was so thirsty he wanted to grab the cup and drink it all down hard and fast.

“Just sips now. The doc said if you drink it too fast, you’ll cast it all up.”

The doc. Luke wondered where Dare was. And Vince and Jonas.

Luke tried to sit up under his own steam and found his muscles were weak as water. So he sat up as far as Callie had the strength to prop him and he sipped. Clean water. It was the most delicious thing Luke had ever tasted.

Callie tortured him by only giving out dribbles. If he hadn’t been so shaky, he’d have grabbed the glass and drank it down. But he wasn’t up to it and she gave him only a few swallows, leaving him desperate for more. But she kept at it until he’d had the whole glass, then she got him a second. Finally, he had enough.

She eased a rolled up blanket under his back, each move so gentle, so unlike his hoyden sister. Then she reached for a bowl he hadn’t noticed before. Soup.

She fussed with getting soup into his belly one spoonful at a time. There wasn’t much heat left in it, but it eased his throat and filled his gnawing gut. He’d been hungry so long he was full after only a few swallows. He pushed her urging hand aside, afraid he might upchuck. Not a real nice way to say hello to his baby sister.

“We rode out here on horseback, cutting every minute from the trip we could, swapping saddles, scared to death you’d die on us before we got here. We brought six horses in all, so there are two for you. We’d leave right now if you could stay in the saddle, but it’s clear you’re not up to that yet, that's why Pa's hunting a wagon. As soon as we can, we’ll head home.”

She talked with him about the journey and after a bit he was able to take more swallows of soup, this time he finished the bowl. It was mostly broth and Luke wished for meat and vegetables, but he could feel his stomach threatening to reject even the broth and knew he didn't dare risk eating anything heavier.

“I can’t believe how you’ve grown up, Callie. Have I been gone so long? You were a child
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when I left, it seems.”

A scream sounded from across the room. “Rafe, Ethan! Help me.”

Callie sat up straight and turned toward the screaming, a frown of concern on her deeply tanned face.

“That soldier from Colorado, Seth, is he in here, too?” Luke remembered him from the infirmary at Andersonville.

“You know him?”

“He was in prison with me. He was so sick and he was screaming like that. He’s got ugly burn scars on his back. Dare said they must have happened early in the war, because they're all healed. He’s having nightmares about burning. But he'd been shot recently by a shotgun and no one had tools to dig the lead out of him. When he wasn’t having nightmares or running a fever from the buckshot in his back, he said Ethan and Rafe were his brothers."

"I wonder if they’re coming for him?" Talking of prison made Luke wonder where Dare had gotten to, and Jonas and Vince. What if they'd gone home?

To think he’d never see his friend again hit him like a blow. They’d been inseparable since the night Vince had stepped in to protect Luke from the Raiders and Luke had come back to protect Vince from retaliation.

They’d been friends who were closer than brothers. It would hurt as badly as never seeing Callie again.

Was it possible to just walk away from men he’d cared about as deeply as them?

Another cry for help rang out from The Burning Man.

Callie looked away from Luke. “Seth from Colorado, huh? I got the job of waking him from his sleep the last two nights. We...that is he…he didn’t do much talking.”

In the candlelight, Luke thought he saw his little sister blush. Maybe all this working around sick men was too personal for a young, innocent Texas girl, even one as tough as Callie.

“I’ve been helping wherever I’m needed. One of the doctors in here is from near Fort Worth. Pa knew some of his family and said they're good folks. The doc is overwhelmed. He can use every pair of hands he can get.”

“Help me, Ethan!” The screaming tore at a Luke’s heart. “I’m on fire!”

The way Callie looked toward Seth made him wonder if Callie’s heart wasn’t hurt by the sound of Seth’s suffering, too. She said, “There’s plenty in here with nightmares, but none quite so bad as him.”

With his belly full for the first time in memory, Luke felt himself sliding into a natural, healthy sleep. The screaming wouldn’t let him sink all the way under and it kept getting louder.

“I’m burning. Rafe!”

Resting a strong, work-roughened hand on his shoulder, Callie gently gathered Luke close. He couldn’t believe how she felt, hugging him. It was like a slice of heaven.

Luke wanted to cry. He’d never expected to feel anything this soft and pure and lovely again after the brutality he’d survived.

His prayers of thanksgiving went so deep they scraped his soul raw.

Into his ear, Callie whispered, “I’m so glad you’re going to make it, Luke. I have prayed for you like I’ve never prayed in my life. You rest. I’ll go rouse Seth, the poor soul. Once it’s quiet you can get some sleep…and maybe he can, too.”

“Thanks, Callie.” It took all his strength to whisper the words back.

As his baby sister—a grown up woman now—walked away, Luke sank into a blurry half-world between waking and sleeping.

Finally The Burning Man stopped screaming.

For one tiny moment Luke wondered how she woke him. Luke remembered how they’d had to shake Seth, practically beat on him to get him to wake up. There’d been yelling and near violence to knock him out of the nightmares he was locked in.

Luke had felt sorry for the poor madman but, rough as it had gotten, ending those nightmares was a mercy.

Whatever method Callie had used, it was now quiet. It'd been fast, too. If he wasn’t so exhausted he’d’ve waited until she came back and asked her.

Silence reigned and he tried to keep his eyes open but she didn't return and he began to wonder if she was coming back. Maybe she’d stuffed a sock in Seth’s mouth and felt like she needed to stay close to make sure he didn’t suffocate. Well, good for her.
Trust Callie to take care of everything.
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Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Closer Than Brothers - Chapter Eight

It's NOT a romance. It's not very funny.
No ropin' and ridin' anywhere

Part #8 of 13 episodes of how my heroes from Trouble in Texas met
and how they became so loyal to each other.

Book #3 Stuck Together --Vince's story--releases in June 3.

 
Callie met Seth (the hero and heroine from Over the Edge) when Callie went to Andersonville Prison to fetch Luke home. You all know that, right?

 Closer Than Brothers
Chapter Eight

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Luke—The Kid
“Rafe! Ethan! Help! I’m burning!”
            Luke tore out of sleep. The screaming. Every night since they’d brought this new soldier in. All of them had nightmares but there wasn’t a one tormented like this man. The Colorado soldier made it almost impossible for the rest of them to sleep.
Luke had heard Dare call him Seth, but Luke thought of him as The Burning Man—when he thought of him at all. Seth was sicker than Luke. That was saying something because Luke expected every day to be his last.
He was so sick all he could do was lie there, useless, and listen to the screaming, and burn with his own fever.
He didn’t have the strength to crawl over and shake the guy awake. If he did work up the gumption he’d have to crawl over twenty soldiers to get there and it wasn’t easy pulling The Burning Man out of the dreams, plenty had tried.
“Help me, Rafe. Help! Ethan!” The screaming went on. Seth thrashed and beat at himself. Luke knew because for the first few nights, Luke had lay near him. Vince had been quietly responsible for getting Luke moved. Vince was fighting for Luke's life every way he could. Getting away from Seth might give him a chance to rest.
But there was no where far enough.
Seth had been brought in here not that long ago and he’d been in the infirmary from his first day in Andersonville.
Luke had learned Seth’s thrashing was beating out flames on his own body. Luke had only seen the man once without a shirt but his back was a mass of ugly scars. Made worse by taking a shotgun blast in the back.
Dare had no tools to cut out the pellets so they stayed in and got infected while Seth was tortured by his dreams, always on fire. Always calling for help from his brothers, Rafe and Ethan.  Nightmares while he slept, delirium while he was awake.
Luke pitied Seth at the same time he wanted to beat him into a sound sleep.
The others in the room breathed unevenly. All awake. All listening. All sick as a pack of mangy dogs. Someone shoved at the poor bedeviled soldier and shouted at him to wake up and shut up. It took a long time but finally the screaming ended.
By then, Luke’s eyes had adjusted enough that he could see the black square of the small window, wide open. It let in mosquitoes and the heavy, humid night air. It was only May, and already the heat was stifling. He’d talked tough to Dare, but Luke knew he’d never live through another hot, choking summer. How long did he have to suffer before he died?
He was skin and bones. He had no strength left. Dare was scared to death. Vince was at his
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side constantly with scraps of food and swallows of water.
Jonas prayed over him every chance he got.
Luke had shaken off a fever several times, he sure hoped he’d do it again, just like Dare had gotten over the third knife attack. But this fever was Luke’s worst one yet.
            His only hope of survival was if this war ended and soon, and Luke had given up on that. The war was eternal. In fact it might not really be war. When his fever came up high and he thrashed and had nightmares of his own, he often imagined himself in purgatory. Then he’d wake up and not be sure of what was real and what was a dream.
            He wondered if this might be the day he died or if he had died and this was hell. He’d pray and try to make sure his soul was right with God, but if he was dead and this was hell, then he must have done something wrong.
            God, had he done it wrong?
As he lay, next thing to starved to death, in the foul infirmary with Dare doing everything he
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could to keep Luke from being added to the death toll, Luke thought of his little sister. He wished he’d had a chance to tell Callie he was sorry. He’d harangued her most every day of his life. She was a tomboy and Luke had insulted her for it and bickered with her and fought with Pa over her unladylike ways.
            He was just heartsick with loneliness for Ma, and he missed how she’d made a comfortable home for all of them and been the one gentle, soft, pretty thing in a hard life.
Luke had wanted Callie, only ten years old when Ma died, to take over making the gracious home that Luke hadn’t known he’d loved until Ma was gone.
            Callie was nigh onto too young to even be left home alone, let alone expecting her to do the cooking and cleaning and mending. Luke knew now that, in his grief over losing Ma he’d turned tears into anger and lashed out at Callie and Pa and anyone else who came near. If he died here in prison would his family even care? Had he been such an ugly presence in their lives that they’d never miss him?
            What a legacy for a man to leave.
            He was so miserable that his regrets over his family were the only thing that made him mind dying. When he was rational, he knew he’d made his peace with God. Why not embrace the next life in heaven?
            Dare wouldn’t let up. Vince came. Jonas prayed.
            They wouldn’t let him die…so he lived in misery.
            Dare was walking death he was so thin. Vince’s cheeks had gone so hollow his face looked
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like a skull. Jonas had spent the better part of a week in here, in the blankets next to Luke, so weak he’d left off all his minister work save prayer. And that he did without ceasing. Jonas had healed enough he’d dragged himself out to make room for other ailing prisoners.
            Luke stared into the gray light of dawn, felt his fever rise and wondered if this would be his last day on earth. He hoped so.
“It’s over!” Dare came shoving into the infirmary. “It’s over! The guards are gone. They’ve abandoned their post and made a run for it. The Union Army is at the gates.”
Dare dropped to his knees beside Luke, who was stretched out on the floor, nothing so fine as a cot to sleep on. The impossible words made Luke’s head spin and his vision turned into a long tunnel.
“We’ll get you out of here.” Dare’s voice faded as Luke tried to imagine the end to purgatory. “Hang on, Luke. Hang on. You’re going to be okay.”
Luke wasn’t sure he had the strength. 
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Cool water washed across his brow. Cool. When had he felt anything cool?
“Wake up, Luciano.”
            And a woman? That could not be a woman’s voice.
            His ears buzzed as if they weren’t working just right and he couldn’t force his eyes open. The fever that was part of him all the time burned through the cool.
            “Luciano.”
            His ma called him that. She’d been dead for years. Did that mean he was dead?
The noise faded and he slept.
 
 
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Arms, strong female arms wrapped around him and he thought of his ma again.
He was in heaven being held by his ma. Except he felt terrible, hot and aching. That didn’t fit with what he thought he knew of heaven. He was still burning. Hot.
No, that fit with hell and his sweet, Godly Ma wouldn’t be there.
Cool water was forced past his lips and he swallowed just to get the tormentor to stop making him drink.
“Luke.” That familiar female voice.
Then arms again. “Luke, please wake up. What have they done to you? How could they let you starve like this?” The arms were strong and so gentle. And he felt a kiss on his cheek and broken sobs shook whoever held him.
Hot tears slid down his neck and those strong, gentle arms felt better than the finest dreams he’d ever had of heaven.
Through the fever and hunger and months of filth and pain and want, the arms seemed to reach in and pull him back to life.
He tried to thank her for that, surface from the darkness that held him, but it was too hard to speak, he just didn't have the strength. Instead he let her hold him while he floated, aware but unable to respond.
He did have the strength to thank God she was here and beg that she stay and wonder who she was.
 
 
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“Luciano, I love you.”
            The cloth was cool again. Always washing him, soothing him. Another drink. Coaxing.
            "Luke, son.  Take a bite of soup. You have to eat." A deeper voice. Luke knew this one was Pa. But Pa like he'd never heard him. Almost begging. Pa brought low, sad, scared and Pa wasn't afraid of nuthin'. But Pa was afraid for Luke and Luke felt terrible about that. For being such a burden.
            He fought like mad to get his eyes open to relieve the fear. Pa’s strong arm slid behind Luke's shoulders and lifted.
            It was almost an embrace and Luke couldn't remember the last time Pa had come close to giving him a touch in kindness, or in unkindness come to that. Pa just plain never touched him, and why would he? But this touch was strengthening, as nourishing as food when a man was starving. It put heart into Luke and made him fight to wake up.
            “Son, you need to drink and eat." The raw quality to Pa’s voice made it seem as if Pa had been talking for a long time. "You need strength to fight this fever. Once we beat that, we'll get you built up, then get you back to Texas.”
            Luke felt like he'd been swimming in black water forever.
            He remembered a woman. Ma maybe. But Ma was dead.
            Suddenly it struck him that it could only be his little sister. But the voice was no kid who’d been calling him by his Italian name. Luciano. It was a woman. Callie? But Callie was a little girl. And she knew he liked the American version of his name.
            It would be like her to taunt him into responding.
            He tried to respond. He really did, but it was just too hard.
 

 
 
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Saturday, May 10, 2014

Closer Than Brothers - Chapter Seven



It's NOT a romance. It's not very funny.
No ropin' and ridin' anywhere

Part #7 of 13 episodes of how my heroes from Trouble in Texas met
and how they became so loyal to each other.

Book #3 Stuck Together --Vince's story--releases in June 3.
Closer Than Brothers

Chapter Seven

Stuck Together is Jonas' story, too
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Jonas—The Parson


Jonas felt the guilt ripping at him as he lay down on his blankets with a roof over his head.

            He slept on a filthy, lice riddled, moth eaten blanket in a room with twenty other men that was large enough for two and prayed God would forgive him for having this when so many had nothing.
            Yesterday he’d eaten a handful of dry corn meal that writhed with maggots, and he’d gotten half a potato, rotten at the center. He’d gobbled up every bit, the bugs, the foul blackened potato, even the bugs were food. His hunger was so deep, so profound he was like an animal, fighting for scraps. Then, after the food was gone, still viciously hungry, skeleton-thin, he felt wrenching guilt. He should have shared. Others were worse off.
He should sleep under the stars in solidarity with his fellow Andersonville prisoners. But he was too weak, physically and spiritually. He couldn’t resist the roof nor the potato.
How many men had died today while he ate?
God forgive me. I need the courage to give my life away. Give me a sacrificial heart for the other prisoners.
The sun was just lighting the sky in the stifling, crowded room. It was so humid Jonas could barely breathe. The misery of hunger, the mosquitoes that plagued them, the reek of diseased, filthy bodies, the constant mournful song of thousands of suffering men—Jonas wondered at heaven and hell.
God is hell truly worse than this? How could it be worse?
It made Jonas shudder to the marrow in his bones to try and fathom something worse. He clung tight to his faith and tried to reach the lost. He spent time every day in Dare’s hospital praying for the men who would face the Pearly Gates within days.
Save them. God, save them. Father in Heaven help me to lead them to You. Give me the words. Give me the strength to sacrifice my very life.
He thought of that potato. If he’d given it away would a man have seen the parson and his sacrificial generosity and turned toward the Lord? Could a shared potato be the price of a man’s soul?
The men who weren’t interested in his preaching would always sit and let him read to them. His little sister’s letters. Her letters had opened many a man to listening. First the letter, then Jonas’s words of faith.
Jonas thrust his blanket away. As the heat rose with the morning sun, the blanket was unbearable anyway.
He looked across the room and saw Vince, lying with his back to the wall. Surveying the room. Jonas met his eyes. Vince nodded as if acknowledging that another day had begun in purgatory, then rose and went to the door, leaning his back against it. Always on guard.
Vince. Jonas had to smile. Vince was who had brought him that potato yesterday. And Jonas remembered now that he had considered giving it away, even started to do it. Somehow Vince had blocked the effort and given Jonas no choice but to eat it himself. Jonas wasn't even sure quite how Vince managed it. He certainly didn't shove it down Jonas's throat.
But Vince tended to get his way. The man was determined to get them all through this place alive and it was hard to defy him.
As Vince leaned, footsteps sounded and Dare came in carrying envelopes. Letters. Andersonville wouldn’t feed them but they’d deliver the mail. They’d let prisoners send mail out too, but Jonas had no paper, no pen, no money for a stamp.
Dare, moving in his usual restless way, came straight for Jonas, five letters in hand.
Jonas reached for them eagerly. He always got mail. Tina never failed him, despite how Jonas had failed her.
More men stirred, the ones who didn’t might be more unconscious than asleep.
Luke sat up, rubbing his eyes, so young, so painfully thin Jonas was scared for him. They
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were all skin and bones, but Luke had been in the hospital the longest and he’d been sick a couple of times. Each time he was weaker, his recovery slower. With contaminated water and little food, how was a man to heal?
Now, Luke smiled at the letters in Jonas’s hand. “Read ’em out loud, every word.”
Of course Jonas was planning, too. But he was glad to hear Luke ask. The Kid was quieter every day.
Jonas opened the envelope, savoring the touch of paper, the civilized stamp and neatly penned address. The letters even smelled good. Not perfumed, but they hadn’t soaked up the stink of Andersonville yet. They hadn’t been in here long enough.
He’d let every man in here touch each letter and read them himself before he got it back. But for now, no one wanted to wait to hear Tina’s latest news.
He even read the envelope aloud:
 
Tina Cahill
Grable, Ohio
 
To Jonas Cahill
Fort Sumter
Andersonville, Georgia
 
Dear Jonas,
            We got the saloon closed and to my disgust, four days after it closed, some other wretched man opened one a few blocks away. What is this obsession with demon rum?”
 
“I would kill for a drink of rum.” A man in here for reasons other than being a Regulator, spoke quietly.
            Everyone laughed. It wasn’t the drink, it was the thought of such a civilized thing as a saloon, a bar to lean against, or tables with chairs. Drinks available to order. It was hard to remember such things existed.
            For a few fleeting moments while Jonas read Tina’s letters they could let themselves be transported to a place where woman wrote letters on fine white paper and men came and went to suit themselves.
 
            And to my horror, I have learned that they intend to have their saloon open even on Sunday. Not even the Lord ’s Day will be set aside by these vile men. Well, if they think I will be defeated they do not know who they are dealing with.
 
“I’ll bet they are counting on having her out front to tell the folks in town they’re open for business.” Vince said dryly.
The group laughed. They might tease, but not a man here didn’t love Jonas’s little sister. She brought light and happiness with her preaching little letters about a world that still existed beyond these walls.
 
I still have my picket sign and I will simply move my mission field to this new den of iniquity. You will be glad to know I have found a saying I believe will spark quite a bit of interest in the men unwise enough to consider hard drink. Aunt Iphigenia said to me the other day, 'A man who drinks puts a thief in his mouth to steal his brain'. I thought that was quite a piquant turn of phrase and intend to use it, in perhaps a somewhat shortened form for my sign. It’s all quite complicated to get a good message across briefly enough to fit on a sign. Lettering them is surprisingly time consuming and with school and caring for Aunt Iphigenia’s home, besides the time committed to walking the actual picket line, I barely have enough hours in the day.
 
"Your Aunt Iphigenia works her like a slave,” Dare said. “We oughta tell Abe Lincoln to write up an Emancipation Proclamation for your little sister.”
 
I know you will think me frivolous, Jonas, but if I am to write every day as I am determined to do while you are in prison, I must tell you the smallest, even foolish details, so I will describe the dress I wore to church this morning.
 
Every man in the room, even Luke, sat up, leaned forward. This was their favorite part. Jonas remembered his sister well. Chubby. White blonde hair and not much of it. Persnickety and prone to fist fights. And now she spent her time picketing. It didn't amount to a particularly attractive package.
He didn’t tell the men here that. He suspected they were all picturing some beautiful girl. Or maybe they thought of their own sweetheart back home. No sense ruining their pleasant daydream.
            Jonas went on reading. Tina spoke of fabric and ribbon. She detailed every bit of food she ate which was both wonderful and a kind of torture. She went on at length about her chores, which only revealed what a crotchety task master Aunt Iphigenia was. Jonas probably should have felt sorry for Tina. But the life he was living was so miserable he couldn’t think she had it so bad.
She spoke of picketing a saloon. Circulating a petition. Denouncing liquor at a city council meeting. The little one was growing up to be a snippy, trouble-making reformer and Jonas smiled to imagine the chubby little girl, hair as light and white as a puffball atop a gone-to-seed dandelion.
She’s always been a talker, and she’d always spoken her mind. It had gotten her into trouble time and again.
Jonas had been mostly gone, but he’d been there once to teach a few bullies a lesson about picking on a little girl, no matter how ill-thought-out some of her statements were. And when he’d saved her from a thrashing, Tina had looked at him with pure hero worship in her eyes.
He’d done more damage than Tina had known. Jonas had already been a dangerous man by that time.
Aunt Iphigenia had told him to get out, go back to his gang of outlaws and leave decent women alone. It had come to light that he was a wanted man and he'd had to hightail it. But he’d heard that folks left Tina alone after that, because she had a dangerous big brother. That gave him satisfaction back then. Now it shamed him, especially because it meant he’d probably never see his little sister again.
He didn’t dare show his face in Grable, Ohio. It’d been long enough he might not be arrested, but he wasn’t sure. He couldn’t risk it.
Jonas had wanted to save his little sister from that awful woman. But what Jonas had to offer was worse. He had no home. He was an outlaw. He rode with hard men. He boiled with rage that he knew had started with his cruel stepfather—Tina’s father. That rage had awakened long before his stepfather killed Jonas’s mother, then hung for it. That anger drove him to recklessness and crime. It felt powerful when he’d been powerless to protect his sweet ma.
He’d ridden away years ago and never gone back, but still his little sister wrote every day. The letters didn’t get delivered every day, but when the mail did come, there was always a stack of them from Tina. And everyone wanted to hear them, then read them for himself. Jonas was a mighty popular man.
Jonas had managed a few letters, right at first before he’d been stripped of his last possession by the Raiders. He’d gotten word to her that he was in Andersonville so her letters could find him, thank God.
She knew he’d found God on a battlefield early in the war.
Tina needed a home, but Jonas couldn’t fetch her. And of late he’d felt God leading him to a mission field on the American frontier.
All he had to do was survive hell on earth.
As he read on, the men laughed and rolled their eyes at her antics and her enthusiasm. Sometimes they sighed with longing for their own loved ones or jealousy for Jonas’s letters. Whatever their reactions, his little sister shined a light in this darkness for every man lucky enough to hear her letters. She was serving a mission field of her own with each word she wrote.
 
Jonas had no way to let her know, but he prayed that somehow she realized it.

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Wednesday, May 07, 2014

Closer Than Brothers - Chapter Six



I have a cover Thanks to
Deb Harkness!
It's NOT a romance. It's not very funny.
No ropin' and ridin' anywhere
Part #6 of 13 episodes of how my heroes from Trouble in Texas met
and how they became so loyal to each other.
Book #3 Stuck Together --Vince's story--releases in June 3.
 
In This Chapter...Mr and Mrs Hunt's story is true contained in this chapter. Dare's part is fictionalized but there WAS a baby born in Andersonville Prison

Closer Than Brothers

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Chapter Six

Dare—The Doctor


Twice. Stabbed in the back twice. Honestly a man got no thanks for being a doctor in this place.

            Dare stood in the doorway of the infirmary, looking out over the men, sleeping on the ground, some with blankets formed into tents. Pondering his choice of professions.
            As if he'd been given a choice.
            The prison yard was a wretched sight. A sound weighed on the air, a low moan that was constant, day and night. The sound of sickness and misery. Starvation and death. It was so much a part of this place Dare hardly noticed it anymore but it left a dark stain on a man’s mind to live in the midst of such steady suffering.
Dare was a doctor but he could do nothing about most of it. The moans came from the camp but also from behind him. There were men in the small infirmary. Almost certainly each was dying. With good food and clean conditions and medical care they might all survive. They had none of those things.
Instead, each of them lay in squalor, starved until they were skeletal. Plagued by dysentery and too sick to even get to a chamber pot. The stench was sickening.
            Where he stood, in that doorway, he knew a roof over his head, no matter the vile filth inside the infirmary, was a luxury he’d been granted because being a Regulator was a good way to get killed.
            He stood there and tried to count his blessings. As the days in this house of misery stretched to months he could hardly remember life outside the walls. He could hardly remember what a blessing was.
            A high keening cry cut through the night. It sent a chill up Dare's back. The cry was quickly muffled.
            `”What was that?” Dare muttered the words aloud, testing his own sanity.
            His mind went to ghosts and banshees…magical things because it was no sound Dare could imagine.
No man nor animal made such a sound and, when the possible wasn’t possible a man’s mind went to the impossible. It almost sounded like…like a woman.
A woman suffering.
            Everything in Dare’s muddled doctor training woke up and drove him to see what it was.
            To step out on the grounds alone was to ask for death. Many prisoners thought him a traitor for rounding up Yankee soldiers, no matter they were vermin. Other prisoners were part of the Raiders and still hated the Regulators who had killed their leaders.
            Dare had already taken a knife in the back. Twice.
            He knew better than to go out there, but that cry sounded again and no power on earth could stop him from rushing out to see what it was. He reached a rigged tent, two blankets propped up with sticks in a triangle that, at the peak, reached Dare’s waist.
            A man crouched, covering a second man’s mouth. The second man lay on his back, his spine arched in agony. When Dare dropped to his knees the crouching man whirled to face him, in the shadowed night Dare knew he faced death. With his mouth uncovered the man cried out again.
A high pitched cry that had Dare shaking his head and speaking words that could not be. “I’m a doctor. I’m not going to hurt her.”
Her. It was a woman. It wasn’t possible but the person lying there in such agony was definitely a woman. “Keep her quiet. We can’t let anyone know there’s a woman in here.”
            Dare knew the depths of the brutality in this place. Many men were reduced to near animals. What this hoard of savages might do to a woman in their midst was horrifying.
            “She’s my wife. My name is Hunt.” Hunt looked torn near in two, ready to fight Dare, wanting to silence his wife.
It was more than Dare could do to believe a woman was here in this madhouse, this desolation.
When Hunt’s wife cried louder, he quit glaring at Dare to cover her mouth. Dare crawled in the tent, which was only a foot or so longer than Mrs. Hunt’s body.
After tense moments the woman slowly relaxed. Her body, arched off the ground in pain, settled back to the ground and the man released her.
“What’s the matter? Is she sick?”
Hunt gave Dare a wild look and ran both hands through his long, filthy, dark hair. “She’s having a baby.”
Dare nearly fell backward. “What?” His shout echoed out of the tent.
“Quiet!” Hunt snarled. “You’ll draw attention just as surely as she will.”
Clamping his jaws shut, Dare tried to think. His brain was still reeling from finding a woman in here, but a baby?
It was like rats scurrying and clawing in his head, the frantic thoughts, the desperate wish to deny this. But then the wonder of it struck Dare hard.
New life.
So many had died, but new life was here, too.
The sense of awe was overwhelming. It made something tight and grieving in Dare’s chest unwind and for the first time in a long time he could feel something joyful.
Terrifying but joyful.
Mrs. Hunt cut through his thoughts. “Thank the Good Lord you’re a doctor. You can deliver my baby.”
Dare looked at her with dawning horror. He had absolutely no idea how to deliver a baby, for heaven’s sakes!
He thought of the infirmary and knew he couldn’t take Mrs. Hunt into such filth, she was better on the ground, and it was plenty bad out here.
“God has sent an angel in our hour of need.” The painfully thin woman, who showed almost no sign of a rounded belly and was dressed in britches and a ragged shirt like any man.
Dare had only a normal man’s knowledge of birth. His dad was a wheelwright, and Dare had helped in the shop most of his life. But they’d had a few milk cows who’d given birth time to time and he’d seen a barn cat deliver six kittens. Swallowing hard, Dare tried to remember all the doctor had told him in his training about keeping men calm and sounding confident to encourage the sick.
That advice probably applied here.
It was little enough to give this woman, but he could give it.
Imagining what lay ahead, Dare looked the women in the eye, then turned to her husband. “You know we’ll have to…to…she’ll need…” Confidence. Dare squared his shoulders to the extent a man could in this tent. “We’ll need to get her trousers off.”
Hunt bulled up over that, and Dare didn’t blame the man. But then any man who’d let his pregnant wife stay with him in this slice of Purgatory was none too bright.
Dare took charge. “It’s a mighty private thing, Mr. Hunt. If you’d like, I’ll go. Most babies are delivered without a fuss and your wife and child will most likely be fine without me. I understand if that’s your wish.”
Mrs. Hunt’s hand grabbed her husband’s forearm. “It’s all right, he’s a doctor.”
Dare didn't open his mouth to tell them that honestly, he was no such thing.
Hunt hesitated a long time. His eyes burned in the darkness as he took Dare’s measure. Dare sure hoped Hunt wasn’t a good judge of a man’s measure or he’d throw Dare out for sure. Of course, maybe that would be a good thing.
And then Mrs. Hunt let her husband go. “It’s coming!” She arched her back and started clawing at the buttons on the front of her britches.
Dare was too busy to think of modesty again for a long time. So were the Hunts come to that.
And then, with scrambling and prayers and panic in about equal parts, Dare found himself holding a squirming, soaking wet mess of a baby in his hands.
He thought he’d heard a baby was supposed to be smacked on the backside when it was born, though he wasn’t sure where he’d heard it or why he’d do such a thing. He wasn’t about to whack away on such a tiny infant.
The baby, a boy, started in hollering. They’d been able to silence Mrs. Hunt but something wild and defiant erupted in Dare along with the cries.
“You cry little one.” He balanced the wriggling little guy in one hand and tore the tattered shirt off his back. He’d go bare-chested if he had to so the baby wouldn’t get cold—although in Georgia as always, the night was warm. He did a mighty poor job of wrapping the child as the Hunts looked on. Then he handed the wee one to his father, who looked down with shining love in his eyes while Mrs. Hunt wept and rested her hand on her baby’s head.
It took a few minutes, but thundering footsteps were inevitable and here they came. “Give her the baby, Hunt. Trouble’s coming.”
Hunt jerked his chin and looked to the tent opening with the fire of a papa grizzly in his eyes. Dare made quick work of getting Mrs. Hunt’s clothes restored to order.
Dare didn’t care what he had to do. The need to protect this child gave him the determination and, he hoped, the strength of an angel straight from God.
Then a men came into view, rifle in hand. Dare braced himself as the man slowly knelt to look in the tent. Dare recognized one of the guards that stood on the fence, ready to shoot anyone who stepped over the Dead Line. The man’s face bore no look of cruelty only wonder.
“Is that a baby?” The man stared past Dare and Hunt to the squalling child.
The tone gave Dare hope. “It sure is.”
There was a stunned silence then the guard spoke so fast his word tumbled over each other “Let’s get you all out of here. Fast.” The guard stood.
“Hand me the baby, Hunt. You carry your wife.” Dare, figuring he didn’t have much choice, crawled out of the tent.
“W-wife?” The guard stepped back almost as if he was afraid, as Dare lifted the baby into view. Much as the guardian angel had been awakened in Dare, he hoped it had come alive in this guard. The man seemed ready to fight for the baby, too.
Mr. Hunt came next and Mrs. Hunt right behind him. He tried to pick her up but she slapped his hands away.
“I can walk perfectly fine. Let’s go.” Mrs. Hunt was proving to be a mighty sturdy woman. She caught up to Dare and fussed with the shirt wrapped around her baby son as if was the finest knit wool rather than a dirty, ragged shirt that had been hanging, unwashed, on Dare’s back for months.
They quickly followed the guard. The baby kept up his crying. Dare felt strongly that he shouldn’t be carrying the baby. Mrs. Hunt should. Then she reached a hand out to rest on her child and he saw the fine trembling of her hand and knew she was standing upright mainly through pride. It was important to her to appear strong. But she wasn’t sure that strength was enough to carry her child. Dare was glad because he thought it was more than he could bear to let the precious little boy go to someone else.
The new father stayed on Dare’s right while the mama was on his left like a pair of armed sentries. Men raised their heads as they passed with the squalling child.
And Dare felt something change in the ugly prison yard.
The moaning from the sick men faded as a hush came over everyone. They stood, many of them coming close, straining to see a miracle.
New life in the midst of death.
Something inside Dare woke up. A spark deep inside, like a kernel of fire as hot as a drop of pure sunlight came alive in his heart and glowed and grew and spread.
Dare knew right then that there was more to being a doctor than throwing a blanket over a man’s head when he died. There was more than hacking off limbs.
There was glory. There was letting his hands do the work of God.
There was a chance to be part of a miracle, because right now that’s what this moment was.
And it suited him all the way to his soul.
If he survived this place, he was going to see about saving lives or bringing new life into the world. He was going to be God’s hands here on Earth. Heal the sick. It was in the Bible, a calling that Dare was hearing as if God spoke the words aloud.
There was no doubt in his mind that God was guiding him to this choice.
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