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No ropin' and ridin' anywhere
Part #6 of 13 episodes of how my heroes from Trouble in Texas met
and how they became so loyal to each other.
and how they became so loyal to each other.
Closer Than Brothers
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Chapter Six
Dare—The Doctor
Twice. Stabbed in the back twice. Honestly a man got no
thanks for being a doctor in this place.
Dare
stood in the doorway of the infirmary, looking out over the men, sleeping on
the ground, some with blankets formed into tents. Pondering his choice of
professions.
As if
he'd been given a choice.
The
prison yard was a wretched sight. A sound weighed on the air, a low moan that
was constant, day and night. The sound of sickness and misery. Starvation and
death. It was so much a part of this place Dare hardly noticed it anymore but
it left a dark stain on a man’s mind to live in the midst of such steady
suffering.
Dare was a doctor but he could
do nothing about most of it. The moans came from the camp but also from behind
him. There were men in the small infirmary. Almost certainly each was dying.
With good food and clean conditions and medical care they might all survive.
They had none of those things.
Instead, each of them lay in
squalor, starved until they were skeletal. Plagued by dysentery and too sick to
even get to a chamber pot. The stench was sickening.
Where he
stood, in that doorway, he knew a roof over his head, no matter the vile filth
inside the infirmary, was a luxury he’d been granted because being a Regulator
was a good way to get killed.
He stood
there and tried to count his blessings. As the days in this house of misery
stretched to months he could hardly remember life outside the walls. He could
hardly remember what a blessing was.
A high
keening cry cut through the night. It sent a chill up Dare's back. The cry was
quickly muffled.
`”What
was that?” Dare muttered the words aloud, testing his own sanity.
His mind
went to ghosts and banshees…magical things because it was no sound Dare could
imagine.
No man nor animal made such a
sound and, when the possible wasn’t possible a man’s mind went to the
impossible. It almost sounded like…like a woman.
A woman suffering.
Everything
in Dare’s muddled doctor training woke up and drove him to see what it was.
To step
out on the grounds alone was to ask for death. Many prisoners thought him a
traitor for rounding up Yankee soldiers, no matter they were vermin. Other
prisoners were part of the Raiders and still hated the Regulators who had
killed their leaders.
Dare had
already taken a knife in the back. Twice.
He knew
better than to go out there, but that cry sounded again and no power on earth
could stop him from rushing out to see what it was. He reached a rigged tent,
two blankets propped up with sticks in a triangle that, at the peak, reached
Dare’s waist.
A man
crouched, covering a second man’s mouth. The second man lay on his back, his
spine arched in agony. When Dare dropped to his knees the crouching man whirled
to face him, in the shadowed night Dare knew he faced death. With his mouth
uncovered the man cried out again.
A high pitched cry that had Dare
shaking his head and speaking words that could not be. “I’m a doctor. I’m not
going to hurt her.”
Her. It was a woman. It wasn’t
possible but the person lying there in such agony was definitely a woman. “Keep
her quiet. We can’t let anyone know there’s a woman in here.”
Dare
knew the depths of the brutality in this place. Many men were reduced to near
animals. What this hoard of savages might do to a woman in their midst was
horrifying.
“She’s
my wife. My name is Hunt.” Hunt looked torn near in two, ready to fight Dare,
wanting to silence his wife.
It was more than Dare could do
to believe a woman was here in this madhouse, this desolation.
When Hunt’s wife cried louder,
he quit glaring at Dare to cover her mouth. Dare crawled in the tent, which was
only a foot or so longer than Mrs. Hunt’s body.
After tense moments the woman
slowly relaxed. Her body, arched off the ground in pain, settled back to the
ground and the man released her.
“What’s the matter? Is she
sick?”
Hunt gave Dare a wild look and
ran both hands through his long, filthy, dark hair. “She’s having a baby.”
Dare nearly fell backward.
“What?” His shout echoed out of the tent.
“Quiet!” Hunt snarled. “You’ll
draw attention just as surely as she will.”
Clamping his jaws shut, Dare
tried to think. His brain was still reeling from finding a woman in here, but a
baby?
It was like rats scurrying and
clawing in his head, the frantic thoughts, the desperate wish to deny this. But
then the wonder of it struck Dare hard.
New life.
So many had died, but new life
was here, too.
The sense of awe was
overwhelming. It made something tight and grieving in Dare’s chest unwind and
for the first time in a long time he could feel something joyful.
Terrifying but joyful.
Mrs. Hunt cut through his
thoughts. “Thank the Good Lord you’re a doctor. You can deliver my baby.”
Dare looked at her with dawning
horror. He had absolutely no idea how to deliver a baby, for heaven’s sakes!
He thought of the infirmary and
knew he couldn’t take Mrs. Hunt into such filth, she was better on the ground,
and it was plenty bad out here.
“God has sent an angel in our
hour of need.” The painfully thin woman, who showed almost no sign of a rounded
belly and was dressed in britches and a ragged shirt like any man.
Dare had only a normal man’s
knowledge of birth. His dad was a wheelwright, and Dare had helped in the shop
most of his life. But they’d had a few milk cows who’d given birth time to time
and he’d seen a barn cat deliver six kittens. Swallowing hard, Dare tried to
remember all the doctor had told him in his training about keeping men calm and
sounding confident to encourage the sick.
That advice probably applied
here.
It was little enough to give
this woman, but he could give it.
Imagining what lay ahead, Dare
looked the women in the eye, then turned to her husband. “You know we’ll have
to…to…she’ll need…” Confidence. Dare squared his shoulders to the extent a man
could in this tent. “We’ll need to get her trousers off.”
Hunt bulled up over that, and
Dare didn’t blame the man. But then any man who’d let his pregnant wife stay
with him in this slice of Purgatory was none too bright.
Dare took charge. “It’s a mighty
private thing, Mr. Hunt. If you’d like, I’ll go. Most babies are delivered
without a fuss and your wife and child will most likely be fine without me. I
understand if that’s your wish.”
Mrs. Hunt’s hand grabbed her
husband’s forearm. “It’s all right, he’s a doctor.”
Dare didn't open his mouth to
tell them that honestly, he was no such thing.
Hunt hesitated a long time. His
eyes burned in the darkness as he took Dare’s measure. Dare sure hoped Hunt
wasn’t a good judge of a man’s measure or he’d throw Dare out for sure. Of
course, maybe that would be a good thing.
And then Mrs. Hunt let her
husband go. “It’s coming!” She arched her back and started clawing at the
buttons on the front of her britches.
Dare was too busy to think of
modesty again for a long time. So were the Hunts come to that.
And then, with scrambling and
prayers and panic in about equal parts, Dare found himself holding a squirming,
soaking wet mess of a baby in his hands.
He thought he’d heard a baby was
supposed to be smacked on the backside when it was born, though he wasn’t sure
where he’d heard it or why he’d do such a thing. He wasn’t about to whack away
on such a tiny infant.
The baby, a boy, started in
hollering. They’d been able to silence Mrs. Hunt but something wild and defiant
erupted in Dare along with the cries.
“You cry little one.” He
balanced the wriggling little guy in one hand and tore the tattered shirt off
his back. He’d go bare-chested if he had to so the baby wouldn’t get
cold—although in Georgia as always, the night was warm. He did a mighty poor
job of wrapping the child as the Hunts looked on. Then he handed the wee one to
his father, who looked down with shining love in his eyes while Mrs. Hunt wept
and rested her hand on her baby’s head.
It took a few minutes, but
thundering footsteps were inevitable and here they came. “Give her the baby,
Hunt. Trouble’s coming.”
Hunt jerked his chin and looked
to the tent opening with the fire of a papa grizzly in his eyes. Dare made
quick work of getting Mrs. Hunt’s clothes restored to order.
Dare didn’t care what he had to
do. The need to protect this child gave him the determination and, he hoped,
the strength of an angel straight from God.
Then a men came into view, rifle
in hand. Dare braced himself as the man slowly knelt to look in the tent. Dare
recognized one of the guards that stood on the fence, ready to shoot anyone who
stepped over the Dead Line. The man’s face bore no look of cruelty only wonder.
“Is that a baby?” The man stared
past Dare and Hunt to the squalling child.
The tone gave Dare hope. “It
sure is.”
There was a stunned silence then
the guard spoke so fast his word tumbled over each other “Let’s get you all out
of here. Fast.” The guard stood.
“Hand me the baby, Hunt. You
carry your wife.” Dare, figuring he didn’t have much choice, crawled out of the
tent.
“W-wife?” The guard stepped back
almost as if he was afraid, as Dare lifted the baby into view. Much as the
guardian angel had been awakened in Dare, he hoped it had come alive in this
guard. The man seemed ready to fight for the baby, too.
Mr. Hunt came next and Mrs. Hunt
right behind him. He tried to pick her up but she slapped his hands away.
“I can walk perfectly fine.
Let’s go.” Mrs. Hunt was proving to be a mighty sturdy woman. She caught up to
Dare and fussed with the shirt wrapped around her baby son as if was the finest
knit wool rather than a dirty, ragged shirt that had been hanging, unwashed, on
Dare’s back for months.
They quickly followed the guard.
The baby kept up his crying. Dare felt strongly that he shouldn’t be carrying
the baby. Mrs. Hunt should. Then she reached a hand out to rest on her child
and he saw the fine trembling of her hand and knew she was standing upright
mainly through pride. It was important to her to appear strong. But she wasn’t
sure that strength was enough to carry her child. Dare was glad because he
thought it was more than he could bear to let the precious little boy go to
someone else.
The new father stayed on Dare’s
right while the mama was on his left like a pair of armed sentries. Men raised
their heads as they passed with the squalling child.
And Dare felt something change
in the ugly prison yard.
The moaning from the sick men
faded as a hush came over everyone. They stood, many of them coming close,
straining to see a miracle.
New life in the midst of death.
Something inside Dare woke up. A
spark deep inside, like a kernel of fire as hot as a drop of pure sunlight came
alive in his heart and glowed and grew and spread.
Dare knew right then that there
was more to being a doctor than throwing a blanket over a man’s head when he
died. There was more than hacking off limbs.
There was glory. There was
letting his hands do the work of God.
There was a chance to be part of
a miracle, because right now that’s what this moment was.
And it suited him all the way to
his soul.
If he survived this place, he
was going to see about saving lives or bringing new life into the world. He was
going to be God’s hands here on Earth. Heal the sick. It was in the Bible, a
calling that Dare was hearing as if God spoke the words aloud.
There was no doubt in his mind
that God was guiding him to this choice.
9 comments:
Love this installment Mary.
I definitely need to tweak your cover to make it better.
That was the most beautiful thing I've ever read. Thank you, Mary!
I've got goosebumps! Excellent story-telling.
This really happened. I read a diary a prison guard wrote about this baby. And his account was just chilling and beautiful. He was so stunned and overwhelmed by the impossibility or it and he caught that so well in her diary. I tried to do that with Dare but also with the guard who came to help.
Deb the cover is so nice. If you want to play with it that's fine but thank you so much for doing it!!!
I think this is my favorite chapter so far! Amazing!
Such a wonderful chapter. It brought tears to my eyes because I saw the birth through the doctor's eyes.
I enjoyed reading about this event when Dare shared it in Fired Up, it's interesting to read his first-hand account of it. Thanks for this episode!
This was an amazing chapter. I am loving it. I also just finished reading Fired Up today. I can't wait for the third book to come out! :)
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